when u lose something u alr developed feelings for, its so so very difficult to let go. u may appear nonchalant. u can still live without it, but when someone mentions it, u feel that a part of u is missing. u feel a sharp pinch, a heartache, and u scold urself for not listening to what ur mind told u to do. u feel like banging the wall, going back in time to redo history, just to save what appeared so insignificant then. so many memories are contained that even something identical cannot replace it. it was gone so suddenly, so unexpectedly, without leaving a shadow. so, the truth will be revealed soon and im gna be in deep trouble. yet, whose suffering? its not them, its me.
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